| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 05/03/2009 |
| Date of Death | 05/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 7,118 since 02/04/2009 |
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Thankyou to everyone who lights olivia a candle i am realy struggling to come to terms with what has happend and i havnt been round much to light candles my thoughts are always with all our angels god bless you all Kerry
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Love You Love You Love You Love You Love You Love
︽♥︽ ANGEL ︽♥︽ THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS ︽♥︽ MISSING YOU MORE EACH DAY ︽♥︽ FOREVER WE WILL LOVE YOU ︽♥︽ AND IN OUR HEARTS YOU'LL STAY ︽♥︽
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Well were do I start I can’t find the words to explain how I feel of the loss of my beautiful healthy 5lb 14oz little angel Olivia Marie batty. It started when I was just 20weeks pregnant and I was told I had a low lying placenta was covering the whole of my cervix and I was told that there was a really small chance that it would move and if there was any bleeding at any time I was to call 999 straight away and get into hospital because not only my daughters life was at risk mine was as well, they also said that if it had not moved at the 1st scan they was going to ask me to go back for they would keep me in until the end of my pregnancy to make sure we was both ok, so they booked me in for 2 further scans 1 at 32weeks and another at 36weeks. My community midwife came to my home to see me and she said the same as the hospital that she would be really surprised if I did not bleed before my 36week scan. I went through 12weeks of panic that I didn’t want to even go out of my own home incase anything happened to us.
I went back at 32 weeks and they then told me that I was fine and the placenta ad moved 8cms away and therefore there was no need for the 36week scan even though the news made me happy I was confused because they said more than likely it wouldn’t move but it had. I was just 37weeks pregnant a week before I had Olivia and I was really worried due to swelling from head to toe and generally not feeling well and bad back pain and when I went to my local drop in midwife centre my blood pressure was higher than normal and I had traces of protein in my urine.
The next morning I woke up feeling that I had wet the bed then I looked down and I was in a big puddle a blood I stood up and ran to the bath room with blood rushing down my legs I rang my mum straight away and she and my dad was with me within 5mins of me phoning her my partner was running round trying to get me some clean clothes due to what I had on dripping in blood. The ambulance came within 10-15mins and the staff saw the blood all over the towels I was sat on and the towels I cleaned myself up with they didn’t see all the blood I had lost upstairs and down the toilet but what they had seen was enough. I got to the hospital and was put in a room until a bed came free for me they tested my baby’s heart beat for at least 10mins then took it off, they then took me up to the ward a few hours later and said I would have to stay in. they checked my baby’s heartbeat a couple of times but I had to ask for them to check her most of the time. The next morning I was still bleeding quite heavily and as the day proceeded and my mum dad and partner had been with me al day and left the bleeding had slowed down but I still had to stay in. I told them I wanted to have my daughters heartbeat checked again so that I knew she was ok and that I could hear her heartbeat so they put the heart monitor on until I was ready to go to sleep, when thy came back I asked them the same question me my partner and my mum had asked them from day 1 of me going in can’t you just get her out while I know she’s ok they said no she’s better off where she is. I then said well wouldn’t she be safer coming out because of the massive bleed iv had they also said she was safer inside me but I knew they was wrong they just wouldn’t get her out for me even though I asked them to over and over again. The next morning I had to wait to see a doctor to see what was going to happen to me next they said well we was going to send you for an internal scan but because the bleeding had stopped coming outwards they did not see the need in an internal so they just sent me for an abdominal scan which they said she was fine and growing well and that she was about 6lb I still asked if they would please start me off or get her out while she was ok because I knew something was still seriously wrong but they said I was fine and sent me home.
The day after I was sent home Olivia was not moving around like she would normally and I was in really bad pain and I didn’t know what was wrong because I was told everything was fine. It got to around tea time and the pain was getting worse I couldn’t eat I couldn’t do anything I couldn’t even feel a little movement or anything, so I went in the bath to see if that helped because she always moved around when I got in the bath but I was sat in the bath over an hour and still nothing so I got out and got dressed and tried to watch some T.V but I was in so much pain me and my partner took a DVD to bed he feel asleep and I couldn’t sleep so I walked around the house and the pain seemed to be getting worse then I stood in Olivia’s bedroom and sat by her cot praying that she was ok I then couldn’t sit any longer because the pain just wouldn’t go so I ran another bath. When the bath had done I got straight into it but the pain still wouldn’t go so I ran to the bedroom got my phone rang my mum to come to my house but had to wake my partner as well to ring an ambulance I was throwing up and was in really bad pain, my came with my dad and within 15mins the ambulance was here. when I got to the hospital they took me to a room and tried to listen for the baby’s heartbeat but couldn’t find it they tried for 5mins but at this point I was upset because I knew that because they didn’t want to get her out when I asked I knew that my angel had gone they then took me into another room and checked to see if they could see her heartbeat through a scan , I was fed up off been messed about and just wanted my daughter out because it was there fault that they didn’t want to check me properly to see were the bleed had come from by doing the internal scan I was supposed to have. I had Olivia Marie batty on the 5th of March 2009 at 00.01am I was so out of it on al the drugs they had given me I dint get to see my daughter until she was 10hours old and she was beautiful. I had to have a blood transfusion because my blood pressure was really low after I had Olivia I also lost a massive clot bigger than my placenta What they failed to do is check were I was bleeding from when I first went in they said they thought it could be the placentre moving again even though at my 32week scan they told me it would stay where it was and this mistake has killed my daughter because my placenta ad moved again and tore so when I had stopped bleeding outwards I was bleeding inwards.
The treatment I got after I had Olivia was horrible the midwife that had looked after me al day had to go and see to another women and within 5mins of her leaving me with my mum and partner 2 midwifes that I had never seen before came in my room and said we had to move I was trying to have a wee while the midwifes watched over me rushing me out I found it hard as it was with out being rushed out I could hardly walk and they didn’t offer me a chair they then picked my daughter up in the mosses basket she was in and put it on top of a hospital cot so my daughter was on a slant this really upset me. My partner has cerebral palsy so he was unable to carry her, so the midwife rapped her up in towels like a piece of laundry so other mothers didn’t get distressed this was my beautiful perfect baby they was talking about. The room they moved me too was another delivery room waiting for the birth of another baby with nappies cots heart monitors I was distraught. The treatment like this went on. Anyway the moral of my story is my beautiful baby should be here and if it wasn’t for the hospitals incompetence she would be.
We will never forget our darling daughter Olivia and take each day at time.
This is olivias special poem the midwife sue read out at her funeral
Snowflake
Christmas Eve they sometimes fall
Snowflakes so soft and pure
Melting away to fall again
Another day, we don’t know when
Just like our darling Olivia
Soft and Pure
Our Little Angel
We know we will meet again
We don’t know Where
We don’t know when
But until we do, our little love
We’ll send our love to you above
Up to the clouds way up high
Our love to you will never die
So when the snowflakes fall again
From the clouds above
We’ll think of you,
Our little girl
Our pure white little dove
Our pure Snowflake Olivia
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
Angel Olivia
Well its been a long time olivia , it really hurts coming on here it kind off makes it real your not here with us we miss you more and more as time goes by we will always love you deeply Your new baby sister Evie is here now and she looks just like you perfect.I know your watching over mommy and looking after your new baby sister i love you so much i really hurts god bless you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Secret Information - by Ingrid Aspey
Angel would you like to know a secret?
Well, I'll tell you one I know:
The Easter's Bunny's coming,
My Mama told me so.
He'll bring a basket filled with eggs
And leave it in my yard,
And I will find it Easter morn,
If I look very hard.
I shouldn't tell my secret,
But I think it should be shared.
You ought to know that Bunny's coming,
So you can be prepared!
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HAPPY ST PATRICK'S DAY
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♥ Stepping Stones ♥
The Lord came to me
Like a dream one day and asked
"Why do you sorrow?"
I answered
"Lord my life is so full of pain
I can't face one more tomorrow"
The Lord sat down beside me
And gently took my hand
He said
"Let me explain to you
And then you'll understand
Each sorrow is a stepping stone
You must surmount each day
And every stepping stone you climb
Is a sorrow that's passed away
The road of life is a mountainside
With crevices in which to be caught
But as you struggle on your way
I the Rock, will lend support
Every stepping stone you climb,
Makes spirit and heart grow strong
Exercising character and faith
This road seems painful and long
The way is paved with stepping stones
To uplift your heart and soul
Though difficult they aid your way
To a City paved with gold
I know that you are tired
For I too have walked this way
My sorrows did they multiply
But I cleared many stones away
I left my rock to lift you up
I left behind my story
To give you strength to make your climb
To that special place in glory
And never fear the Rock is here
You'll never climb this mountain alone
Surmount life's sorrows
Continue on
For they are but stepping stones
And you'll live on through me
I'll build a fortress by the sea
Where earth can touch the sky!
Where sunlight dances on the leaves
And dreams can never die
Where peace becomes a promise
And truth man's greatest cause
I'll stand today, I'll show the way….
And live for those I loved!
♥ Author Unknown ♥
my little angel
just to let you know iam always thinking about you princess and mommy and daddy hope you had a great 1st birthday up there with all your angel friends we love you and miss you so much princess xxxxxxxxxx
Happy 1st Birthday in Heaven xx
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Good-night! good-night! as we so oft have said
Beneath this roof at midnight, in the days
That are no more, and shall no more return.
Thou hast but taken up thy lamp and gone to bed;
I stay a little longer, as one stays
To cover up the embers that still burn.
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Happy Birthday Angel - by Ingrid Aspey
Olivia today on your Birthday we wish you love
And hope you are happy in heaven above
I hope you and your friends are having lots of fun
Bouncing on the clouds and playing happily in the sun
When it’s time for your tea there is plenty of cake
That all the kind Angels did lovingly bake
With one candles upon it to mark your Birthday
We wish you were here but you couldn’t stay
Your Family all miss and dearly love you
They are thinking of you and sending lots of love too
When your party is over and you’re tucked into bed
Dream sweet dreams of them as you lay down your head
Happy Birthday Lots of Love and Kisses to You XX
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey 2009
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